What you are reading now is the account of what happen during my chinese new year holiday, that spread across 5 days. It is a testimony of God's goodness. A cousin of mine closely related to my family called on new year eve, my mum thought it was an usual greeting from Malaysia but she least expected was to hear my cousin speaking in his weird tone. “ I am not good, I know only I can get save in Singapore, may I come over ?” the cousin who is in his early 30s asked.
About 12 hours time he arrived early in Singapore. He looks even thinner than before. I got to speak to him only hours later when we met at the breakfast table. He looks rather afraid, behaving sensitively when observing his conversation with my parent. My father suggested a drive as we were bored at home, later then we realize what help he had spoken earlier. We were driving around, tuas just before returning home we drove pass NTU, My cousin started to wept, behave like a totally different person as far as know him. He cried with great loudness as if at any moment he would faint. I started to pray in my heart, then I spoke to my dad who now already parked the car by the roadside. I prayed a short prayer for peace and asked Holy Spirit to come and minister to my cousin. He start to clam down, and wept about 10 minute later. To cut the story short, after he cried twice, we manage to calm him and reached home for dinner. Over dinner, none of us mention anything about the incident.
I entered into prayer after dinner for God’s guidance. My brother and I asked him to my room, and we prayed for him. He was rather stoning when we talk to him, we started with worship, and my brother laid hand on him, we took turn to pray, as I lead another worship song, my brother ask if he would receive Christ who we had mention the previous visit 5 months ago. My brother lead him in the salvation prayer, and he “decided” to believe in God. He later watched the mandarin gospel according to Luke, he pull his bed which was prepared for him in my brother room, to the living room. Throughout the night be was burping, making a sound as if there is a lot of gas in his stomach, and he is trying to get it out.
The night passed, my parent told me he watched the video once in the night while everyone is asleep. The scary part is on this day( Thursday ). In the afternoon, while I was taking a nap, there was a lot of noise in the living room, I went out, it was like an argument, my parent was stopping my cousin from going out of the house, he told my mum he wanted to be “sun” to death. My parent tried to calm him down, he mention he is full of sins and being punished is required of him. He then having no where to go , played the Gospel video again, as he watch he took of his pant and t-shirt. My dad persuade him to wear it, I then brought him a short to put on. I went into my room and prayed, a anoint myself with oil and prayed God to move, as my cousin now has loose his conscious, I placed oil on both my hands and went to him. Due to the conversation I heard and observe during his stay, I thought it was “unforgiveness” in his heart. I ask him to forgive those who as hurt him, but now think about it, I don’t think he understand what I asked him, how childish I am . Anyway, I laid my hands, the gas as like coming out even stronger, I thought that was his habit at first. I prayed and prayed till I went out of words .. haha..
Later that night, 2 deacons from our church camp, they recognize there is spirit of fear and intimidation in him , but my cousin rejected prayer, he was walking around to avoid prayer, he went to the void deck to hide himself, I have to follow him whenever he is out of the house.
The next day(Friday) it was my birthday. What arrange that was, I stayed at home to look after my cousin as my parent requested. I opened his door at night in my brother living room the second night, he was rowing on the bed, struggling, even screamed. Was a struggle my family went through to bare with his condition. My brother and I intercede that night, I could sense God was watching each an every respond we made throughout these 5 days. We asked God to show is glory that my parent would believe you are God. We prayed his will be done above all.
On Saturday afternoon, he read the Chinese bible and took a nap. I heard strong breathing sound from his room , I went in and tried to wake him up, he couldn’t , he was not him again. He breath so heavily, and all of a sudden he cried with a loud voice, and again we cried like a baby without control, he screamed and could not wake up from whatever manifestation he was in, we called his name but couldn’t get his attention. I prayed in my heart for god deliverance, after taking a sip of water he started to vomit. I thought the unclean spirit was coming out, I prayed softly but with faith” in the name of Jesus , I command you unclean spirit to come out. “ he vomited a little more. But I just know it was not all, but my cousin went away unwilling to allow me to pray for him, less then 30 min my brother return home from cell, I went into a time of worship, just then my mum call me to come out as my cousin Is leaving the house again, with tears in my eyes I clean myself as the compassion of God was so strong, just then my cousin was still in the house, we got all our family member to stay in the badroom, my brother command the spirit to stay still, we walked towards him wanted to lay our hands, he stood up and walk around, behaving strangely again. We prayed, “Lord , let your name be magnified today, let them know you are God, in the name of Jesus, unclean spirit I command you to come out now” , we try all sort of prayer, we pled the blood of Jesus over our house, and I wonder if I have sin unknowingly , I asked God to forgive me if I have. Just then I got more faith to pray, “ in the name of Jesus, I command you unclean spirit come out , etc… “ There is power in the name of Jesus, that's is not a verse to make you feel good, it is true. , with a bigger faith, I see a greater work. I see him manifesting more, about to come out from the expression of my cousin. I thought he would vomit, he went to the plastic bag and again nothing came out, haha . we prayed and prayed . till he went into his room and make a lot of noise. Pastor arrived at my house, he suggest my cousin to be send back to have his deliverance there, he gave comforting advice and went into my cousin’s room , but was chased out by him. My cousin went into a sleep after that.
The next day , he couldn’t remember a single thing about last night. He was properly send back to Malaysia. Currently arranged to deliverance session back home.
What I have learn through this incident is that we have to be watchful always to pray. Learn not to walk with intellect( thinking and reasoning in the head). My personal desire is to walk in the spirit all the time, knowing what God wants to do. Those who are In the flesh cannot please God (Rom 8:8). I know throughout this incident God was in control, and I did learn a lot about Christian lifestyle, though some of the practice I might have done it wrongly, without liberty to share all, I really learn and understand a lot more than before.what an impart it would be upon my relative in Malaysia! God be praise, I know my cousin would be healed. Above all I rejoice over my salvation, and the salvation of my many many relative in Malaysia.God be praise!
If you can believe, all things are possible to him that believe
Mark 9:23
